Now, it might seem a bit strange that the question mark is there, but go with me. When most people see this title, they will most likely think about the song by Monica, and I will say that it was her song that inspired my entry. As I was taking some time to rest my brain a bit from my schoolwork, this song played in the background and happened to cross some of what I was thinking about from an earlier conversation. Love, by its very nature, is a giving thing. If what you feel doesn’t inspire you to give something in some way, it is not love. So, it’s not surprising that a song like this is popular and touching, because anyone who has ever loved has most likely been willing to give all of themselves to/for the one they love.
Don’t get me wrong – I am a fan of this song, and I have no desire to bash it. But being the person I am, since I got a different from it within the context of a conversation that was bouncing around in my head, I felt like I should share. While the whole song is a testament to the lengths that the singer is willing to go for in the name of love, the last line of the first verse and bits of the chorus were what struck me as I reflected.
“There is nothing I won’t do. I will cross the ocean for you. I will go and bring you the moon. I will be your hero, your strength – anything you need. I will be the sun in your sky. I will light your way for all time. Promise you, for you I will.”
As I reflected on the conversation, I began to wonder just what I would be willing to do for love, what people in general are willing to do for love. Would we really do ANYTHING as the words to the song indicate? What is "reasonable" and what are we willing to give for love? As I often share with one of my sisters, “if we had known in the beginning all that it would take, we wouldn’t have agreed to it.” How many people at the beginning of a relationship can see exactly where it’s going, the twists and turns that it will take, what it will require/take from them, and where it will “end up”? If you have this ability, please let me know, because there are some relationships in my life that I’d like some clarity on…. But in all seriousness, we rarely know the particularities of a relationship at the beginning, even if we have a sense of the broad strokes. And I’d wager that if you were able to see every tear you’d cry, every insecure thought, every frustration, every argument, every “Emotional Rollercoaster” moment and every “Hate That I Love You” day, you might shy away from it….
Maybe I’ve made this point before in my blog, but I feel I’ve come to a new appreciation for what love costs…. If you are taking the time to really build something with someone, no matter what the relationship, it will likely challenge you in ways that you don’t expect (and may not want). I have a friend who finds herself in a relational situation that she would advise anyone else against but that she herself feels called by Love to persevere in. Now, hers is not an abusive situation nor is it one in which she is staying because of obligation or because they’ve been together so long that she’s stuck, so don’t think that I’m advocating any of that, but it is one that has required a lot of her since it began, pushing and growing her in some unconventional (but interestingly effective) ways. I don’t envy her, but I can appreciate the fact that love has a way of calling us beyond our preconceived notions, superficial boundaries, and expectations into its vast, unending, beautiful depths.
But while I have seen the struggles she has endured in loving within this divine assignment, I can also see the glow of love that this situation has given her. It is undeniable the difference that this challenging situation has made for/in her. So while it’s something that she would likely tell me to avoid if I found myself facing a similar situation because of all that it has taken to push through, she has grown, gaining things like patience, strength, trust (in the other person, her own instincts, and God), love, and more. She has truly begun to understand what it means to say “for you I will” in ways that aren’t necessarily laid out in the song. It’s one thing to stick by someone who is going through something. It’s another thing entirely to stick by someone when they are in a difficult space and when the most you have to go on is “a faith that resides in your gut and a love like nothing you’ve ever felt.”
But even if your situation isn’t as deep and complex as all that, love does tend to ask a lot of us. O, but the good news is that for as much as love asks, it gives back that much more. So what am I saying? I’m saying that love in its realest form is a costly venture, but it is well worth the investment. When you find something that truly speaks to your entire being with the sweet whispers of real love, I would encourage you to invest yourself… even if it doesn’t end in a “happily ever after,” there is a beauty in being able to taste genuine love.