Thursday, October 13, 2011

Day 233- Halo

Beyonce station on Pandora for the win...


"Remember those walls I built?  Well, baby they're tumbling down, and they didn't even put up a fight, they didn't even make up a sound.  I found a way to let you in, but I never really had a doubt.  Standing in the light of your halo - I got my angel now."  You know I'm a fan of walls coming down and love being an agent of healing in someone's life/heart.  And in this situation, it seems as if it wasn't even a struggle.  The person just seemed to fit and work so well that the walls didn't even find the strength to fight back.  Despite prior hurt, it just seemed natural to let the person in.  I guess the halo helped... :)  When she recognizes the presence of a divinely-inspired person in her life, she was open and let the love happen and heal her.
"It's like I've been awakened - every rule I had you break it. It's the risk that I'm taking. I ain't never gonna shut you out.  Everywhere I'm looking now, I'm surrounded by your embrace. Baby, I can see your halo.  You know you're my saving grace.  You're everything I need and more.  It's written all over your face.  Baby, I can feel your halo. Pray it won't fade away. I can feel your halo halo halo.  I can see your halo."  When you find real love, it's like everything changes.  The rules and restrictions you had in place tend to fade in the face of love, because they are probably more superficial than anything else.  She's now taken this love into her heart, and she's not letting go.  The walls will no longer be in effect.  This love is so deep and pervasive that she sees and feels it everywhere.  This love has basically saved her life (emotionally), and she is appreciative, understanding how essential it is to her now.  She can see and feel the strength of love as it emanates from her love's aura, and she prays that it will remain a positive, healing influence in her life.
"Hit me like a ray of sun burning through my darkest night.  You're the only one that I want.  Think I'm addicted to your light.  I swore I'd never fall again, but this don't even feel like falling.  Gravity can't forget to pull me back to the ground again."  The warmth of love has brought light and life into her previously dark emotional space.  That light has become her source of sustenance, and she now refuses to be without it.  Even though life and heartbreak had convinced her not to even attempt love again, she has now been touched and embraced in such a way that she didn't even feel like she "fell in love."  It's as if love opened its arms and she walked in.  She feels so free that it's like flying, and she needs gravity to keep her from floating off into space.

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